Thursday, December 6, 2012

JOY



I’ve got the JOY, JOY, JOY, JOY down in my heart, down in my heart, down in my heart!  I’ve got the JOY, JOY, JOY, JOY down in my heart, down in my heart to stay!

            I don’t know whether it’s because it’s the end of the semester or whether I’m remembering how blessed I am or what, but over the past few days, I’ve just had this amazing feeling of JOY!  I know it’s from God because there isn’t anything particularly happy or amazing going on in my life right now.  In fact, since exams are next week, I should probably be stressed to the max!  But I’m not.  This past spring was a really low point for me.  I was dealing with losing my Grandmother and some other things going on in my life, and they just really made me question some things about my life and who I am.  I could feel something change this summer, and God provided me with a since of renewal.  There were moments in this semester that were really tough, but I survived all of it!  Having just had such a low point makes me want to just savor these joyful moments.  I want to store up this feeling and be able to pull it out when the times get rough again because I know they will.  I am thankful to have a relationship with the giver of ultimate joy and peace!